Note: What Will It Be.

Drawing Can't Satisfie My Craving. Niether Can Food Or Meaningless People. I Only Want This One Person. I Only Want What We Use To Have. What I Never Want To Change. But Now This Person Is Switching The Game. I'm Sitting Here Listening To This Song. This Song Which I Didn't Understand The Meaning Of Until My Heart Was Bleeding. Bleeding Out All The Notes A Piano Couldn't Quite Comprehend. But Can Guess It Means The End. Will A Friendship Still Remain Or Will Everything We Had Go Up In Flames. Is It My Duty To Stop It. Or Does This Have To Come To An End To Be A Better Beginning. Will I Like The Outcome Or Will I Just Have Over Come This Feeling Which I Can't Bear To Have Inside. I Want You Body And Soul But I Know I Can't Have My Cake And Eat It Too. But Does It Really Have To Be Two. You Bring People In With Open Arms And Wait To Late To Ask The Others Opinion. You Seem Happy Which Leaves A Person No Space To Voice Their True Opinions. I Cannot Crush What You Have Waited So Long To Have. Causing You More Misery. And I Also. Because You Not Happy Leaves Me Sad. But Me Not Happy Leaves You With An Unknown Problem. So Will I Voice What Can Be The End Between You And Me. Or Will I Just Go On Living A Lie.

I Yearn For You.

The Flutters In My Body
The World Moving Slow
This One Moment
Makes Life Worth While
Makes Going Through The Day An Easy Trial
Memories Of Your Smile Your Laugh
Your Ever So Intoxicating Eyes.
I Yearn For More Time
I Yearn For Just A Hour Minute Second Where Nothing Mattered But What We Had Between You And I.
Your Tongue Your Lips
Your Ever So Sweet Kiss
The Feeling I Won't See You Again
The Loss My Body Takes
My Soul You Are My Heart
The Thing That Aches
I Yearn For More Time
I Yearn For More Months Week Days
I Yearn Just To Be Near You.

What Has Yet To Begun.

A Nice Smooth Cut.
No Space For Regert.
What At A Time Seemed So Selfish Is What I Can Only Think About.
I Plead With My Self. To Finish What Has Yet To Be Started.